On days like today it is difficult to pretend everything is fine. When you see your mum struggling with every movement she has to make When she's cuddled up in blankets and still shivering because she's so cold. When she can barely keep her eyes open because the medication and the disease are making her so tired.
On days like these it hurts to watch her. It's hard to be around her. But that's when you know that you have to be. Because no way is she going through this alone. No matter how painful it is to watch. And no matter how much you want to just run away and hide somewhere far far away.
We're in this nightmare together. And I am so so scared. But I will not turn away.
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