Worst case scenario

I can't picture a world without you. It's impossible. You have always been there. No matter what. And most likely you will continue to be. But my brain is very good at jumping to the wrong conclusions. I always go straight to the worst case scenario.

I think it might have something to do with the fact that I once was told that everything was okay. Followed by ten minutes later being told that my dear friend who was 'okay' was in fact gone for forever.

So yes. I always assume the worst.