In debt

I just did something I shouldn't have done.
I calculated what my student loans will be when I am done.
I got the decision from the Swedish student loan people today,
feels good though to know that (most likely) this is the last time I applied to them for a loan.
But this also meant that I could now actually find out exactly what my debt will be once I'm done in almost exactly 12 months.
And it made me feel sick, I thought I was going to throw up.
I knew I would have a very high debt, especially in Swedish terms since at home it's free to study at uni so people don't need to loan money for tuition.
I've been lucky enough to not have taken loans for the tuition fee for two of my four years of studies. I can only imagine how huge my debt would have been then.
It's scary, when you know that you're not really being educated to enter one of the high paid areas.
It's not like I'm studying business, or medicine, or law.
But oh well, it will all work out I guess.
I just have to keep telling myself it's an investment.








480,000SEK, which roughly equals £48,000.