Scared

I am scared.
To let you in.
To open the door, and tell you everything.
To hear you speak and know that it is everything.

I am scared.
To open up.
To let you see me, all of me.
To allow you to be that on special person.

I see the people around me.
The pain they suffer, the tears they cry.
I see their desperation, their dependence.
The look of panic when everything falls apart.

I don't think I can do that.
But I'm scared of being alone too...