Staring into the future

I am sitting staring into my future. Not really knowing what I'm looking at. It's blurry, and kind of dark. I've always known what I want to do. It has changed a lot over the years, but I've always known. Now I am becoming unsecure. I am staring into my options, and I don't know. I just don't know.

It was all under control. I knew where I was going.
Then a voice entered my head. Those stupid voices.
And suddenly, it's not so clear anymore.

I just wish it could be easy.
But I don't think that will ever happen....